Curious Cockatoo

2026: My year of health

I feel like I hit a major turning point in my life this past year.

It started with my herniated disc. The recovery was long and painful, but that wasn’t all. I also lost a hobby (weightlifting) and a part of my identity (being strong).

But it didn’t stop there. Later in the year, I noticed my receding hairline for the first time. Up until then, going bald was something that happened to other people. I haven’t fully processed this yet, but right now losing my hair feels like losing another part of my identity.

And then, in the last couple of hours of 2025, my throat began to hurt. Over the next ten days, this turned into a full-blown bacterial infection which required surgical treatment and almost cost me one of my tonsils. I have also lost a lot of weight and muscle mass, just because the pain made it almost impossible to eat.

These three experiences stand in stark contrast to the many years before. My body used to be this fine-tuned machine that did everything I wanted, all day long. It didn’t really matter how I treated myself. Nights with little sleep, days with poor nutrition, and long periods of sitting in a chair – my body handled it without complaints. But now, all of a sudden, it felt like my body was falling apart.

Are the golden days of my youth over? Did I just reach the pinnacle of my health? And is it all downhill from here? These thoughts threw me into a deep hole that was hard to climb out of.

What helped was a change in perspective. Instead of obsessing about all the stuff I had no control over, I focused my thoughts on things I could do something about.

Very soon, one thing became clear to me: I want my health to become the central topic of 2026.

First and foremost, this means dedicating more time to the topic. A good chunk of that time will be spent exercising, but there are also some things I need to study:

On top of that, some of my habits require revisiting:

That’s a whole lot of changes! If I were to tackle them all at once, I would almost certainly fail to change anything. Which is why I’m going to treat this list as a compass only.

Instead, I’ll only pick one or two topics at a time and work towards making small, sustainable changes. The first areas I’ll focus on are going to be nutrition and basic strength training.

I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom right now, but there’s a positive side to this too: making progress will be easier than ever.

#health